Words from Alyssa

I hate this Everything about it I hate this feeling of hate The feeling I don't belong My thoughts don't belong  Does that equate to nothing? I feel nothing But I feel everything Look at the hidden scars she scatters over her body When people see them, she gets praised For they do not see the actuality but are masked by the invisibility  She seeks everything yet chases nothing She lives like nothing for existing She exists in hoping that it will be living She dies, but only on the inside  She lies but only to prevent a sacrifice She's scared and broken  Run, run, run little girl Cry, cry, cry little girl Be free from the shackles of you and me Because  she sees what I see Look further beyond the portrait Look deeper past the words For there lies a girl that storms when bringing up her past Fly, fly, fly little girl  Sing, sing, sing little girl  Your songs are to be echoed in one-pitch harmony Deafening to the ears of those who refuse to hear  Not...

This is where the lie that I was afraid of gradually worsens Supposing I'm just like the rest but concealed for the beauty of your eyes Maybe it's the way I talk or the way I act that creates the push-and-pull effect I'm not the person you know  I don't even know the one you know  That sometimes scares me because I don't know the image of the person you painted in your head  It could've been the side of me that rarely comes out that you fell in love with What are the possibilities of love at first sight? Maybe one in a million to you, but when you explore everything that's to come  You'll compare me with the rest of them  I'm just like any other and don't have much about me  I'm stuck with the person I used to be  In a place I don't wish to be The constant repetition of how much you love me Drives me to insanity, making me think that I have the capabilities What are the possibilities of love at first sight? These feelings that I have, sho...