Words from Alyssa

It hurts. My heart aches. It's throbbing. Am I just a stranger to you? Isn't that a bit harsh? Strange, it hurts so much. I never normally feel things in this situation but with you it's different. Your words just hit me like a ton of bricks, a bit cliche I know. Your words are killing me softly. I recall when I just met you, it's funny how it feels like I'm the only one who even remembers that. Ah, it's probably my fault we aren't even talking right now. Well, it is, I fell for you first didn't I. I recall walking in and seeing you and your brother's faces for the first time and the only thing I could think about is woah they're identical. I sat beside you and I had thought that because you guys were new you wouldn't really fit in yet.  The day passed and the next time I saw you I mustered up the courage to say hi and introduce myself. You don't know how fast my heart was beating because I wanted to make friends with you. The first time ...

I was dancing happily with you in my arms then you suddenly vanished into thin air. Where are you? Where did you go? Remember our promise six years ago. You were always the light wherever you walked and I was your shadow. This reference has been used so much that even I started comparing it to my life and you were just the right character to match it with. Your smile would make a grinch like me want to feel happy. But your smile faded into the darkness. What happened? Talk to me.  Drifting, we are splitting apart, where have you gone? I crave to see your smile. Remember the days when you would drag me out to play? No don't leave yet, I'm not ready. I should have told you. It never occurred that you would be leaving me so soon. But wait remember our promise. Please just a little while longer until I can accept the fact that you weren't the one for me. Until I accept that I am not worthy of the everlasting smile you would wear. But why didn't you tell me? Is it because of...