Gone with the wind.

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Like on a cool autumn night your shadow danced before my eyes. The feeling of lost and guilt consume me as I drown in my fears and desires, which leave me hanging like a rope on a tree branch. The melody of my heart in sync with the tune of your character and your bleak but sharp words piercing through my harsh world. Your color resonates with mine and fills my world with even more depressing characters and sad-filled horrors. The color that once was bright became dull like a bulb that fades into darkness. 

As I hug your memories and dance with what you used to be. You were gone with the wind and carried into a place of no return. Disappeared into the night of what we were and what we were to be. Twirling into a fairytale and a land filled with fantasies and desires of what it should be. The deepest and utmost feeling of familiarity to you as if we were intertwined. Flew out of this world and never once returned. Your charismatic demeanor which I how so love gives off the impression of lost but found. 

Then as you drift off slowly your memories go with you and as lonely as I once was, it was not unusual, a familiar feeling returns. Not that I couldn’t recognize the feeling it’s just I didn’t want to accept it. Sad-filled memories with a twist of fate and the change of direction as time flows brings me back to the haunting hour. 

Seething and writhing in agony from the sad-filled memories. You took my heart and returned it with no remorse. Your shadow danced before me once again, desires overcome me and we are in sync yet again. But this time there was no longer a harsh world but a lingering passerby searching for a home but only roams. 


Written by Alyssa
Photo Credits: Visual Youth Jk


                           







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